Proud

I’m currently feeling:
Urgency.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
I woke up at 02:30 this morning and struggled to get back to sleep properly, just drifted in and out, and had some odd “dreams” in the process. C decided he wanted to get up at 06:00 so he had a gradual process before he is collected at 08:15 to go to a ringing competition in Bletchingly. He turned the radio off again and I tossed and turned until it went Off again at 07:00. I got up as I didn’t want to Lay there listening to annoying radio. I went downstair’s only to realise he hasn’t even Lad his shower get. He’s had coffee , and presumably his breakfast, and is in the bathroom sat on the toilet reading. So the rush to get up was pointless. I will be delivering and setting up the wedding cake today and will need to pack the car carefully. It will take about 45 minutes to set to the venue, then I have to stack the cake and finish decorating it with fresh flowers. That will probably take longer than I realise. I think I’m gocig to aim to leave here at 10:00 and make sure I have plenty of time so I don’t have to rush.

My desired feeling:
Proud.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I have made and decorated 112 cupcakes and a 3 tier wedding cake. I haven’t done that before. I’ve made a 3 tier wedding cake but not with fresh flowers or additional cupcakes. I love everything I will need ready and packed. I know the location and am Looking forward to the final creation conning together.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I am wearing clean jeans and t-shirt to allow freedom of movement and to look clean and professorial. I will keep jewellery to a minimum so it doesn’t get in the way. It will be exciting to see the verma all set up for the wedding and hopefully I’ll get to see my friend before I leave.

I will show up for myself by:
Being prepared, orderly and methodical about setting up the cake giving a professional appearance even though I’m a hobby baker reallly.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Once I have finished with the cake set up I plan to treat myself to bunch in town on my own. I will be able to sit and enjoy a peaceful hunch, maybe read a bit and feel luxurious whilst reflecting on today’s achievement.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Treating myself to a sit down late lunch out by myself.

Today I am:
Going to enjoy a day (most of it anyway) by myself, doing  what I want to, treating myself as a queen for a job well done.

Today I am grateful for:
My husband who has assisted with some of preparations by cleaning, sanding and varnishing the wooden block being used as a cake stand. He also printed out little cards that can be used for the cupcakes to identify the flavours. He also printed out the allergen advice information. He has made sure the venue location is in my Satnav ready too.