I’m currently feeling:
Wound up.
My thoughts creating this feeling :
I am overthinking a PR opportunity. I am contemplating contacting national and local press agencies with a call to ring for the coronation of King Charles 111 next year. This could result in a lot of interest and ringing teachers need be ready for a potential influx of interest. I am overthinking the local response from our association Recruitment and Training lead Who is one of the people within the local area that triggers every fibre in my body when she doesn’t agree with something she tends to get agressive. Anyway, I shall contact the national lead for recruitment and training and let them disseminate as they see fit.
I also posted a response to someones social media post that I would have considered funny, but reflecting on it there are several people who may not have seen it that way, so I have deleted it and feel that I have to manage everything I say around a certain small group of people because of an issue from 2 years ago that makes me very wary of them.
My desired feeling:
Ambivalent.
Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
Why should I care what someone elsethinks when I am doing my job for the Central Council rather than the local Association ? I will do as my role requires and they’ll have to manage it accordingly. I have already given notice of my intention to Stand down as soon as someone else can be found or next year at the latest. This person wants to be the recruitment lifesaver so let her.
Why shouldn’t I post a funny response to someones social media post without feeling guilty or second guessing how someone else is going to react.
I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Cooler today so gone for double layered top. Jewellry back on now I’ve finished cake decorating. Need to hold my head high and commit to getting things prepared for next weekend’s meetings.
I will show up for myself by:
Emailing Lambeth Palace about ranging for the late Queen’s funeral and looking ahead to the Kings coronation. Email ART chair to advise her I will be contacting media about recruiting for raising for the coronation. I will also Email George about filming videos and suggest other towers to film at and get him to finalise a time to come over. I will also email the local PROs to advise them I will be bringing them a box of PR stuff to next weeks meeting.
I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
The above sets out some activities that will clear some outstanding tasks from my list. other than that I will do ironing and meal prep for the week ahead and take time to read and relax.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Refresh the plants and flowers dotted about.
Today I am:
On it.
Today I am grateful for:
Sundays. These usually follow a standard pattern of ringing, ironing, lunch, meal prep then whatever activities I want to do.
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