Loved

I’m currently feeling:
Empowered.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
I’ve had 3 meetings this weekend and 2 of them could have been awkward. However, all 3 went as well as could be expected and I got what I needed from them. The last meeting I took the lead in pulling together an action log, including lessons learned and considerations for next year. I also suggested we had a regular meeting once a month on the first Sunday rather them mess about with Doodlepolls, and that we should invite someone from 2024 ‘s meeting venue to join this years planning team to observe.

My desired feeling:
Loved.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I would like C to show more intimate affection as it’s been a while however he shows his love in other ways. I have family who I don’t really get along with too well and sometimes make me feel an outcase. Example, parents have been on holiday and all my siblings have received postcards but not me. whilst they were away I delivered a card and some things Dad had ordered and owes c money for but we’ve had no acknowledgment or thanks. I tend to give as good as I get and therefore need to take the first step in those relationships but its always one sided and exhausting.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I went bold with the nail varnish with a deep green colour. Having swapped my summer and winter wardrobes over I have a matching coloured top. I’ve paired with black trousers for work but it will work well with jeans later on too. I’m also adding emerald jewellery to match.

I will show up for myself by:
Scheduling 2 tasks to get out of the way before going out this evening.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Making progress on 2 activities on the to do list this evening and clearing out of date emails outof my inbox.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
I bought a grapefruit spoon for use with my breakfast and will use a proper dining plate for my lunch instead of eating out of the wrappings.

Today I am:
In quiet control.Unflustered. Organised. Empowered.

Today I am grateful for:
C made my work lunches yesterday whilst I was on 2 meeting calls back to back.