I’m currently feeling:
Apprehensive.
My thoughts creating this feeling :
I have 2 meetings today. The second of which I’m not bothered about at all, even though I chair that one. The first one is with people I find triggering and difficult to get on with. One doesn’t like not getting their own way and the other I’m never convinced whose side they’re on and will stab you in the back as soon as look at you. They both like the sound of their own voices and dominate the meeting. It was something I was trying to get out of as I don’t feel I have anything to contribute anymore, as they’ve dismissed all my elements in favour of their own. However, I do still feel I have to attend just to save face and occasionally disagree with the way things are heading.
My desired feeling:
Productive.
Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I have cloves todo, like the ironing. I want both meetings to progress actions in a positive way and for others to take on some actions so it’s not all down to me. I want to have achieved something positive by the end of the day.
I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I’m wearing a pastel pink blouse with rose gold and pearl jewellry. The outfit has to be “ringable” so needs to move and be comfortable. I think the pearl and rose gold earrings and bracelet adds a very feminine dimension. I will show up positively and engaged in the meetings I have today and aim to get the best out of everybody.
I will show up for myself by:
I will schedule in time for reading and maybe an hour or two of SOSI if I can.
I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Being engaged, positive and thoughtful in my meetings. I will schedule any actions I get from them to ensure focussed time to complete.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Tidying my desk space.
Today I am:
Managing my thoughts around certain people.
Today I am grateful for:
The coming week. A week away from work and all other things. A few days away to explore, educate, relax and take time for reconnection and self care.
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