Desired

I’m currently feeling:
Excited.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
Today we’re off for a few days. Staying in a good hotel and have activities plan. We’ve booked a venue for our evening meal and I’m dressed up ready to experience a luxurious and elegant few days. I have packed skirts, silk tops, sexy undies, several different combinations of jewellry. Only one pair of jeans for the day we do most walking but pairing that with a fabulous top. Have totally upgraded my travel experience.

My desired feeling:
Desired.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I’m hoping these few days away and how I am choosing to dress and present myself will reignite a bit of passion in C. Intimacy is something that’s been lacking for a couple of months now. Even if it doesn’t, I’m not going to beat myself up as feeling unworthy of affection. I shall create it for myself and give myself a sense of desireability. I shall dress, body and mind, for success either way.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I’m wearing a fabulous combo of a knitted long skirt in a camel colour with a black silk blouse I have daringly left unbuttoned one button below normal, so cleavage on display a little. Black sille bra with gold thread just visible. Black tights with black knee high boots. Tiffany heart necklace that lands softly on the rise of my bosom. Diamond hoop earrings. I’m dressing to unpress. Me if noone else. I shall exert sensualitity and femininity whilst remaining elegant.

I will show up for myself by:
Taking good care of my sensual self. Dressing well, eating well. Enjoying the things the day has to offer.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Embodying a sensual, elegant, feminine persona, with experiences and luxury around me.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Staying in a fabulous hotel, visiting a house and gardens then dining out at an Italian restaurant.

Today I am:
A sensual, feminine Goddess.

Today I am grateful for:
The turnaround in my attitude towards myself. I feel I am beginning to reconnect with the carefree me of my 20s. Reminding myself I am sensual, have needs and desires and can make myself feel loved even if it’s only by me.