Energetic

I’m currently feeling:
Tired.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
We walked a lot yesterday. Nearly 7 miles. We visited several properties associated with Shakespeare. One was about a mile out of town. Then we walked back towards the church to try to get in to see his grave, but it was locked up. We went back to the hotel for 5 minutes before going out again for a walk into town before dinner. Dinner was swift and we had another walk afterwards before going back to the hotel. We stayed in our room and read. I ended up falling asleep about 9.30pm then woke up in time to go to bed. I woke up several times in the night, one of which I think I caught C mid DIY as he hastily turned over, covered himself up again. That made we lay awake for ages thinking if he does that on a regular basis (not the first time I’ve caught him) no wonder I don’t get any very often, but also does that mean he’s unsatisfied? And I’m laying there next to him. If he wants some, then let’s do it.

My desired feeling:
Energetic.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
We’re driving out to a National Trust property this morning. House and lots of gardens. We may be able to fit in on second one this afternoon. Lots more walking.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Potential for lots of muddy walks today so walking boots, jeans and jumper. Although I’ve picked a bright orange jumper, bright colour to brighten the mood. Wearing dangly earrings. going to be upbeat, uninterested and engaged with where we’re going. And not complain about the walking.

I will show up for myself by:
Taking in new places, eating well, enjoying the experience, and seeing how I can fit elegance and femininity into every moment.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
New experiences. New things to learn and discover.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Visiting new places, taking in long walks and dining out this evening at a posh restaurant. on our last night.

Today I am:
Worthy of my surroundings, of new experiences, of tasting the finer things in life.

Today I am grateful for:
Having had these few days away. Experiencing, learning, not succumbing to usual standards but elevating them through dress, conversations, attitude.

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