I’m currently feeling:
Odd.
My thoughts creating this feeling :
It feels odd to be waking up at 6am ona Friday togo into work. I haven’t worked a friday for a couple of years and it’s surprisingly easy to get wito the habit of doing other things, or nothing with that day. However, I’m going in for the final day of my course, so it’s not really work work.
My desired feeling:
Confident.
Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I have my exams booked for early next week. At the moment I feel quietly confident. My major concern is around the IT setup. I will have to do them on my home device and somewhere I don’t disturb C and he doesn’t disturb me. Others in the group reported technical issues when they tried taking their exams.
I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Another dress today. A deep red wine colour, my favourite colour. Grey tights and brown knee high boots. I found some jewellry I haven’t worn in, probably, decades. Welsh gold necklace and earrings in a Celtic knot design. It wasn’t what I was looking for but decided it work work well. I will be attentive during this last day of the course and hold myself upright and lady like!
I will show up for myself by:
I posted something on the SOSI facebook yesterday about using my full given name as its more elegant than the shortened version. Whilst I’m not ready to full go on public with friends and family yet, as they’ll give mea hard time over it because I’ve spent decades telling people specifically NOT to call me that, I did update a number of lesser used social media sides. I also logged on to my course using the full version. I’m trying it out for size. I haven’t signed anything, filled in anything, or introduced myself with it yet.
I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Allowing myself a night off. NO meetings, no online ringing, no scheduled tasks.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Taking some time to read a book. I have 2 on my coffee table. One halfway through but was put on hold whilst I read something else, the other not started but been there a while.
Today I am:
Impressed with myself for following through every day with dress or skirt. Helps set the tone for the day and the attitude that goes with it.
Today I am grateful for:
Having had the opportunity to learn this last week. Some things I was already familiar with but good to have them reinforced. Looking forward to putting it practice. Exam success or not.
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