Controlled

I’m currently feeling:
Disappointed.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
I didn’t get as much done yesterday as I’d hoped. C was on the computer most of the time so I couldn’t access emails. We went to Costco so that took a couple of hours out of the day. However, we did find some Christmas gifts whilst we were there, so not a total waste of time. I did manage to watch a couple of SOSI Charm the Room salons on my tablet, which I hadn’t planned to do. The other things I was able to make a start on were researching good foods, exercises and how to keep various parts of my body healthy, inside and out. I also did a financial audit to see how much money I wasted Last month on non-essentials. Quite an eye opener. So the day wasn’t a total let down.

My desired feeling:
Controlled.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
We do need to go withe town later but other than that don’t have to be anywhere. I have the rest of the day to be able to catch up on some tasks from yesterday. There are tasks I can do that do not require emails so I can crack on with those.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Jeans and jumper today. Practical and warm. Basic jewellry and no frills. However, secretly only known to me, sexy lacy underwear making it feel a bit more special. Need to be on it today and get stuff done.

I will show up for myself by:
Ticking several things off the to do list today, and having a real sense of having done something purposeful.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Deal with any urgent responses required, then setting to grips with something thats either been hanging eroved for a long time or is quite a big task to complete.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
My advent calendar is of beauty products so each day I am finding a new cleanser, or moisturiser etc and each day I’m adding my new product to my regime to see how it makes me feel and whether it’s something I would invest in properly.

Today I am:
Getting on top of things.

Today I am grateful for:
Being able to experiment with beauty products. I was never brought up to cunderstand beauty and how to look after my skin or body, and certainly not how to wear make-up. Now it’s so easy to be able to watch a video on how to do it. The only problem is there are so many products out there that claim all sorts of great things, trying to figure out what works best for me without breaking the bank in the process is hard where I don’t have anyone to help guide me.