Thoughtful

I’m currently feeling:
Relieved.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
Whilst we still haven’t been able to successfully scan anything in house, we are a step closer. I managed to get internal and external tech guys on the same call where I could show them some of the problems I was experiencing. We managed to resolve several issues that had been holding me back but then hit another brick wall before we had to stop again. We are getting back to it later this afternoon where my hope is to be able to get all the way through something, and for it to be visible to the end user.

My desired feeling:
Thoughtful.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I don’t have many people at work I need to give Christmas cards to, and certainly not have to buy gifts for. I do get my boss something and my colleague Rebecca has been a real inspiration, so I’d like to get her a little something. I’ve got boxed candles for them both but want to find something more personal for them. My boss needs to take better care of herself but is not a girly girl or into makeup, dressing up, or what I might consider feminine activities. I’d like to find something that would help her relax and take some time for herself. Rebecca is going through a bit of an awakening and is starting to feel the benefits around journalling and looking out for her future self. We’ve had some really good chats about SOSI and what I’ve been learning. I think she struggles with the idea of journalling her thoughts and feelings, so I’d like to find her a nice journal/ notepad to start the new year with. I want the gifts to be something they will use and not something just for the sake of it.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Still needing extra warmth but feminine colours today. Camel trousers with soft fabric jumper in varigated camel colours. Bracelet, drop earrings and birthstones necklace. Lots on today so need to be focussed and ready for action.

I will show up for myself by:
Taking a break, hopefully getting outside. Haven’t managed it so far this week.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Responding to anything that arrives in todays inbox and any tasks on the schedule. Clearing the decks.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Sorting my advent calendar gifts into day use, evening use and anything in between.

Today I am:
Feeling more feminine and trying to remain elegant but warm.

Today I am grateful for:
My car that managed to get off the icy drive yesterday and safely get me to work and back. It was quite scary out there but glad my box managed it. I even thanked her.