Composed

I’m currently feeling:
Horny.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
I woke up early and was in the middle of a dream where I was having the best, and most adventurous sex I’d had in a long time. Trouble is I had no idea who my partner was. I did not give my dream sex God a face or discernable features other than his massive appendage and expert ability to use it and other parts of his body to deal with other parts of mine. I couldn’t get back to sleep after that and more importantly couldn’t get back to my dream. I think the may have been bought on by a) I’m due my period and always get more horny then, and b) before I went to bed I finished my book which had some well documented, heavy sexy scenes in it. Either way, this morning I wouldn’t mind a down and dirty session, although I know that won’t happen.

My desired feeling:
Composed.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
Need to get out of dreally sex head and concentrate on testing this morning. I have my busiest meeting day and Project Board this afternoon.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I bought a new blouse at the weekend which looks similar to the one the Princess of Wales is wearing in their family Christmas card. I’m wearing that with blue flecked trousers. Gold cuff bracelet, pearl drop earrings and birthstones necklace. I actually feel quite feminine on it. I shall be jolly and upbeat, feminine, elegant and secretly horny.

I will show up for myself by:
Looking as feminine as I can and hoping it helps me act and respond that way.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Being feminine and elegant in all I do and say today. practice it until you become it.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Wearing things that make me feel fabulous. Lovely clothes, lovely jewellry.

Today I am:
Keeping it under control.

Today I am grateful for:
My abicing to read and imagine. So many are not given the opportunity to learn to read, or find it really difficult and miss out on a world of mystery, knowledge and adventure.

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