In love

I’m currently feeling:
Relaxed.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
Last night was lovely and chilled out. Read, watched some TV and had a nap. Everything is packed ready to load the car this worming. We don’t need to rush about although C wants to be on the road by mid morning. I got the ironing out of the way yesterday so I won’t come home to a rush of chores before visitors come. We did open a few presents yesterday so we don’t haveto take them all the way to R’s and back. For once, what my brother gifted us was useful. I got a book and C some beer. Mum and Dad almost did ok. The usual tub of chocolates and box of biscuits, we both got £50 Amazon vouchers and I got a vase. The only stuff up this year was they bought C a jumper, blue and green stripes with sequined Ho Ho Ho on it. They’re known him 30 years and still buy him things he’s never going to wear, use or like. Hey ho, I’m sure there’s somewhere we can get rid of it to. Anyway. I’m looking forward to getting down to R’s, spending time with her, eating, drinking and enjoying some luxury for a few days.

My desired feeling:
In love.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I mean in love with being with my husband and daughter, in love with the surroundings, the elegance and opulance. In love with Christmassy vibes and, almost as important, in love with myself. The woman I have evolved into and continue to develop into. I want to see people in love, romance, beauty in everything and humanity looking after itself and others. I want to love my wider family and friends and be at peace with it all.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I bought several sets of sexy undies from Ann Summers last week, especially for the Christmas days. As its Christmas Eve, I have the first set on. Burgundy and sparkly bra and knicker set. No one can see them but the do feel ever so sexy and special on. As we’re in the car for several hours I want to be comfortable so have blue jeans on, but ones with a bit extra give in them for when we eat out tonight. I have a new, bright pink jumper on, which actually illuminates my face. I have a gold cuff bracelet, chunky earnings and necklace. Even though it sounds pretty basic, the accessories lift it and the femininity of the pink jumper make it both casually elegant and pretty. Even though we’re eating out tonight; It’s not posh, dressy up, but something a little better than slobby. My look has got the nice outfit without being too much or too little about it. I feel perfectly poised.

I will show up for myself by:
Sexy, elegant, feminine for today without going overboard. Feeling relaxed, happy and in love with life. Using my advent Calendar products to make my skin soft and sensual, adding to the whole upgraded experience.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Finishing the year of elegance by carefully curating my Christmas wardrobe, clothes, jewellry, boots etc. Elegantly dining and spending time with my favourites.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Wandering around the Christmas sights of Kingston upon Thames, looking at the lights, the Christmas market, the river bedecked in festive revellers.

Today I am:
In love with the possibilities.

Today I am grateful for:
Being able to speed quality time with C and R. Enjoying each others banter, the season, the food, the drink, watching them open gifts and my own progress regarding self care, self love and appreciation.

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