Desired

I’m currently feeling:
Amazing.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
I have a morning to myself which I haven’t fully decided what to do with yet. I may go wihe town, I may potter about the house. I feel very sexy and horny today. This is totally reflected in todays choice of clothes and how I am carrying myself. I feel well rested. My skin feels great and I am feeling confident about everything.

My desired feeling:
Desired.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I would love for C to pick up on the sensuality and offer up some affection by return, however these things are usually lost on him. He either doesn’t notice or if he does, he doesn’t say or do anything. I could literally deliver it on a plate and he’d ignore it. Doesn’t matter though. I feel sexy and will hold myself in that space.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
I am wearing the last of the Ann Summers Christmas undies set. The knickers are split crotch which I didn’t notice until l got them home. I wasn’t sure about them at first but figured they could be fun. The bra is low plunge with a crystal that sits between the breasts. The top I have closen for the day has a crossover front, which can sit low to reveal plenty of cleavage. It has holes all over it so makes the bra visible and is loose across the shoulders so slips down. I considered wearing a mini skirt but I would need to wear tights to prevent chaffing so have opted for jeans for purely practical reasons. My necklace nestles just above the arch of my breasts so pointing the way. I feel sexy. I look sexy. And I am exuding sexy.

I will show up for myself by:
Wearing what I want that makes me feel good. Not worrying about anyone else’s thoughts about what I look like. Making myself feel good, and acting on it.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
I do have some admin to do today. A few emails need responding to, or sending to others. Other than that I can allow myself time to relax, indulge in reading, feeling good and tasting pleasure.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Although they’re still going strong, the twigs and leaves I bought three weeks ago could do with changing. If I go into town later, I’ll see if the flower stall is there and buy some fresh flowers.

Today I am:
A sex goddess.

Today I am grateful for:
My sexuality. I have always enjoyed sex. My previous partner was any time , any place, any position and as much as possible, though the quality was never great. I probably only had about four orgasms in as many years. C is more quality over quantity or imagination. If there was a way of combining the two I would be a happy girl. I have always had a good pair of breasts, they are probably my best feature. I love to feel sexy and love it when C gets handsy. I love to be naked and feel a warm gentle breeze over my body. I am quite confident in my body even though it’s a little flabby in places and has stretch marks. It’s my body and I love it.