Peaceful

I’m currently feeling:
Intrigued.

My thoughts creating this feeling :
Had an odd dream last night. I drempt a former flatmate of R’s was getting married and we were all in the flat helping get things ready. Jenna was wearing a big white dress, R was wearing a silk navy dress and a headband. The boys were creating flower petal posies hor tthrowing. R asked me how to have her hair done and I suggested getting it cut into a short pixie style , which she did. We then went unto another room via a chinese restaurant, where the waiters were all Indian and a cat roamed about, chasing mice. In the other room, where the wedding was going to be, which looked like a church hall, my parents were sat round a table with a guy who introduced himself as Jenna’s dad. He was wearing jeans and a coral coloured shirt. Then I woke up. I have no idea who Jenna was supposed to be marrying but hada vibe it was a bloke even when she’s a lesbian, why my parents were there, why R would be wearing a silk dress and have a girlie hair cut and headband on. Or why indeed I was thinking of Jenna at all when we haven’t seen or heard from her in a couple of years. Very odd.

My desired feeling:
Peaceful.

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
I have a hairdressers appointment first thing, then two hopefully short meetings which will take me up to almost midday. I have the rest of the afternoon to be peaceful, at ease, read, do whatever I want to before evening online ringing. I have no intention of being hurried, harranged or hassled into anything. I may take a look around the update SOSI website.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Relaxed and comfortable today. Jeans and jumper, minimal jewellry, no earrings to get in the hairdressers way. Reflecting a desire to be relaxed and comfortable throughout my day.

I will show up for myself by:
Doing things that need to be done and not doing things that don’t need to be done.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Reading through the Bequests update, in case I need to answer any queries tomorrow.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Getting my haircut. I’ve decided I want to grow the back to all one length again so won’t have too much taken off there.

Today I am:
Taking care of myself.

Today I am grateful for:
My non working days that allow me to recharge, fit other things in I want to do, or just chill out.