Panurgic

I’m currently feeling:
Languorous.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
In a state of pleasurable inactivity. Got home from work last night and quickly fired out a couple of emails that were important to get done while C was cooking dinner. This meant I was able to enjoy our meal and wine without the worry of having to do the emails afterwards. I was able to plan the week ahead’s meals then watch a film and read. I could take pleasure in relative inactivity.

My desired feeling:
Panurgic

Thoughts to practice to create my desired feeling:
Ready for anything. A full day of training, meetings, write ups and form filling before my weekend starts. Packing for our weekend away. Firing out a few more emails before we go away so others can work on things in my absence.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Camel coloured woollen long skirt with black top. Gold jewellry as usual, Gibraltar bracelet, diamond hoop earrungs and long necklace. Completing another week of skirts and dresses that make me look, feel and behave move elegantly and femininely. I had some lovely comments on yesterdays outfit from several colleagues. Shame C doesn’t comment. Still, I don’t do it for his benefit so I don’t need his validation but it would be nice to know he’s noticed and whether he likes it or not.

I will show up for myself by:
Finishing off the week on a high. Completing all the training at this stage. Getting the barcodes to work. Getting ringing messages sent out. Giving myself the freedom not to worry about any of it over the weekend.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Sending out a doodlepoll out for organising a meeting over the next few weeks. It’ll take the respondents time to respond and some never will.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Making sure I get out at lunchtime, listen to a podcast and get some steps in.

Today I am:
Looking forward to the weekend away with friends enjoying good food and ringing.

Today I am grateful for:
C getting everything ready for the weekend. Apart from getting my clothes out, he’s booked the hotel, sorted the routes out, put our food orders through and paid for everything.