Emboldened

I’m currently feeling:
Frumpy.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
I think a combination of reasons are causing this. The dress I wore yesterday was probably too much to wear to work. The wrap part across my chest was very low cut and revealed far too much for the office. I ended up wearing my scarf all day to cover up. I got changed when I got home into a pink jumper that kept everything covered up. I went out to dinner with my colleagues which was lovely, and didn’t get home until gone 10pm. Thats not care in itself but on top of Monday nights after ringing pub and not getting home until 11.30pm I guess I feel a little tired this morning. Thats quite sad that at my age after two night out I feel so tired.

My desired feeling:
Emboldened

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Project Board this morning at which I have to tell them we couldn’t go live due to some technical issues outside of our control. The Director does know but even so, I’m sure he’ll not be best pleased. More training sessions due but I’ll see whether they are worth doing or not. GO CCCBR Exec meeting this evening. I don’t have to do much at those but listen in, so not overly taxing, even so, another late night. However I will meet it with enthusiasm and committment.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Embracing the frump a little today. Black trousers, a black and blue jumper and basic jewellry. Not really feeling the elegance or femininity. Perhaps dialling it back from yesterdays too much. Body Language a little reserved too.

I will show up for myself by:
Getting plenty of steps in where I can. As a team, we are starting to drop down the leaderboard and my sisters team over took us yesterday, so we  need to get back to it in order to regain some ground. Not helped by a couple of our team haven’t logged their steps hora few days, otherwise we’d be up there, no problem.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Responding to another TV coverage request and another email suggesting I should put myself forward for CCCBR President.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Getting outside in the fresh air. Walk around the hospital site at lunditime.

Today I am:
Meh!

Today I am grateful for:
A great night out. was lovely to chat with colleagues, outside of work, get to know some of thema little better. The boss had to leave early ho deal with family and said she’d settle up with someone later, but I suggested the remaining 3 of us split the bill between us as a treat for her as she doesn’t get out much and deserved a treat. She doesn’t know this yet.