I’m currently feeling:
Lighter.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
Not on the scales, only lost 1lb this week but lighter in frame of mind. I’ve come to terms with the fact I’m probably now going to have to take tablets for the rest of my life. I’ve now told people I’m intending to stand as Deputy President so that will play out as it will. Next week I’ll have made it clear I’m not standing as Comms Officer they are aware but next week nomination forms need to be in and I’m not submitting one. I feel at ease with how things are developing. And I slept better last night which probably helped.
My desired feeling:
Purposeful.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
Ringing this morning, will get some steps in. Ironing. Answering emails and sorting meeting papers out. Food prep for the week ahead. Ringing again this evening, more steps (will makeup for yesterdays). Lots to do and keep me occupied.
I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Fake black leather trousers and purple/lilac top practical for ringing and housework but with a bit of an edge. Gibraltar bracelet, birthstones necklace and diamond stud earrings. Feeding a cross between comfy and relaxed but meaning business getting things done.
I will show up for myself by:
Preparing my breakfasts and lunches for the working week ahead. Plenty of fresh fruit to go with my pancakes, and plenty of veg and other good stuff in a cassoulet.
I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Getting the filming brief sent out to potential venues to confirm locations ahead of filming in April.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Getting the ironing up to date and put away out of sight.
Today I am:
Alright.
Today I am grateful for:
Things to do. One thing I can say is there’s never time for boredom. Boredom just shows lack of imagination at finding things to do. Not everything has to be high adrenaline fun, sometimes sitting reading a book can be fun. Sometimes doing those harder things we keep putting off can be fun once we get into it, and certainly a sense of achievement after its completed.