Focussed

I’m currently feeling:
Human.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Yesterday I said I wanted to feel some physical connection with C again and how my hormones were making me feel more feminine. I don’t know if that was the catalyst or what C was feeling or thinking but he did get more physical when we went to bed. I did think he was more chatty when I got home from work, so whether he was just in a more relaxed state, whether he was thinking about his ex-wife, as we were possibly going to bump into her in the evening, (we didn’t, she didn’t show up), or why he suddenly felt more amerous. Whatever the reason, I’m not knocking it.

My desired feeling:
Focussed.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Travelling about quite a bit today to another site, then probably returning home rather than the office. When the day is broken up by lots of travel it does make it harder to stay focussed on task, but I’m planning on finding a spot at the other site where I can settle for a few hours to do some work. I’m hoping there’s a microwave there so I can have my breakfast and lunch. I’ve then got another meeting this evening which will be quite detailed so need to pay attention.

I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Navy, speckled trousers and white, slightly frilly blouse with pearl bracelet and pearl stud earrings. Comfortable for driving about but feminine too. Professional and mean business.

I will show up for myself by:
Embracing Charm the Room tactics when meeting new people today. Making sure the focus is on them and we get to talk about things important to them.

I will show up for my extraordinary goal by:
Being prepared and attentive at this evenings meeting. Its one of the main structures of our future so If I want to be on the top table for that future I need to be involved at this level.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Road trip to another site to a department I’ve never been to before, so finding it could be fun. It’s not a particularly pleasant place to visit, all buildings and no green space but it will be somewhere different.

Today I am:
On it.

Today I am grateful for:
My car. I bought it brand new with only 7 miles on the clock about 8 years ago. I’ve never had an ounce of trouble from it. I love driving it and the freedom of being able to drive and having the ability to do so brings.