I’m currently feeling:
Chilled.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
Yesterday’s meeting went smoothly, I joined in where I felt the need, questioned and stayed quiet when I had nothing to say or didn’t positively support the question. There was a mumbled thanks at the end acknowledging my last Trustees meeting but only about 3 people heard it so it clearly wasn’t sincere. We didn’t end up at a pub afterwards as the are we were going to go to had shut when we got there so we came home instead.
C then decided he wanted to do the food shopping as he hadn’t been get this week as we’d been out, and felt it would be easier to go now than after ringing tomorrow. I let him go whilst I stayed at home and read! I don’t like doing the food shopping with him as he takes charge and I’m just wandering arond pushing the trolley. One of my things towards my EG is do not do things I don’t want to.
The rest of the evening we just chilled out watching TV, napping and reading.
My desired feeling:
Ready.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
It’s been a lovely week off, especially having R here for a few days. I’ve been able to relax, enjoy outings, food and entertainment. Yesterday was the start of getting back to normal and today will be more of that as I prep breakfasts and lunches for the return to the working week. Two lots of ringing today and a short meeting this evening. Ironing. Getting clothes sorted ahead of time and gearing up for a 6am alarm tomorrow.
I’ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Two bits of ringing, so practical jeans and mid length sleeved top. Basic jewellry, Gibraltar bracelet, new necklace again, and diamond stud earrings.
I will show up for myself by:
Preparing meals and outfits for the week ahead. Reducing the need for decisions and time saving in the morning.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Topping up water in the flower vases. Birthday and Valentines Day flowers still going strong. Probably need to throw the others out now.
Today I am:
Organised.
Today I am grateful for:
Making the decision to quit some of my Voluntary roles and give myself time back. I know my aim is to take on a different role come September, fingers crossed, and that will involve just as much effort, but it’ll be one vole, instead of several different ones.
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