Directive

I’m currently feeling:
Surprised.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Met a former colleague for dinner last night and had thought it might have been a bit strained as I haven’t seen or spoken to them for several years. Thankfully it wasn’t. We reminisced, talked about our current roles, family, politics, health, wealth and happiness. Had some real moments of laughter. Ended up staying in the restaurant for 4 hours catching up. They paid for dinner and wouldn’t let me contribute, then offered me a lift home, which I delined, I needed to walk my dinner off. We vowed to meet up again soon with some others in our former team. Think C was a bit cross I was later home than I said I would be but tough.

My desired feeling:
Directive.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
C is out ringing this morning and I’m off work for a couple of days. Whilst he’s out this morning I have to wait in for a delivery, but I shall use the time to get up to date with emails and reports etc. Haven’t done any for a couple of days, so they’ve been mounting up.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Feeling a bit frisky today but trying to keep it toned down. Jeans with a black crossover top that has a sort of open knitted style so you can see flesh through it. Its a bit baggy so it does fall off the shoulder, or gape at the front a bit. I have a black bra underneath that you can almost see and that is pushing the girls up nicely. Just that is enough to make me feel good. Gibraltar bracelet, gold circle necklace and matching earrings.

I will show up for myself by:
Fitting in a JWW this afternoon. I’m hoping to be able to get out later as I want to buy some proper activewear to do my workouts in.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Having time to read with a nice cup of mint tea. Sitting in the quiet and stillness.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Busting through emails etc catching up on filming requests and our own filming project.

Today I am:
Feeding mind, body and soul.

Today I am grateful for:
A random night out that could have been a bit awkward, but was actually very enjoyable and didn’t feel forced.

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