Clear

I’m currently feeling:
Indecisive.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Haven’t thought through my outfits for the week this weeks. Its something I usually do on a Sunday evening to visualise the outfits I will wear for the week ahead, even if I don’t actually lay them out ready. I didn’t do that this week and its telling in my choices so far. Yesterday and today I’ve grabbed a pair of trousers then had to think what to wear with them. I’ve stood staring in the wardrobe not able to make a proper decision. I’ve thrown on a blouse this morning but am not overly happy about how it feels. It’s a perfectly nice blouse that any other day I would happily wear, but today it feels a bit “meh”!

I also have a day off work tomorrow and I’m usually pretty clear about my intentions for a day off and what its purpose is, but again, I can’t seem to settle on a decision about what to do.

My desired feeling:
Clear.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
I want to be clear about my intentions for my day. Have a plan in mind about what to wear, what to do and what I want to achieve out of the day. I have a full work schedule for the day so that should keep me focussed. There is nothing in the diary for this evening, so I might try to calm my thoughts about what I want to achieve tomorrow.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Black trousers, pale green silk blouse. Gibraltar bracelet, multistone hoop necklace and dangly gold leaf earrings. Any other day I would feel fine about this outfit, but so far I’m questioning every decision I’ve made.

I will show up for myself by:
Getting on with the day and not dwelling on how I feel out of sorts this morning. It’d be fine as the day progresses. Get a JWW done as I onlly had time for half of one yesterday.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Get out at lunch time for a proper walk and fresh air.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Answering what needs to be answered and pushing back on filming requests that we don’t need now.

Today I am:
Out of sorts.

Today I am grateful for:
Having an evening off from howing to be anywhere. I can use that time to regroup and gather my thoughts and intentions.