Motivated

I’m currently feeling:
Obsessed.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
With underwear and jewellry. Since I joined SOSI almost a year ago and set my first WOTY as Elegant, I’ve been obsessed with beautiful underwear. I had a complete clearout of all my old stuff and replaced it, over time, with matching pieces of different colours. Some with plunge bras, same with pushups. Some with thongs, some with panties. Even one with a split crotch (bought by accident). Sparkly ones and jewelled ones.

Yesterday I snuck into town whilst C was out and spent a significant amount on summery coloured matching sets from M&S and Anne Summers. When I got home I sorted through my underwear drawer to try to sneak these ones in but there’s no room. It appears I now have over 40 sets! Some do get worn more frequently than others depending on what I’m wearing.

As for jewellry, I spent over £100 in one shop buying 3 sets of matching earrings and necklaces or necklaces and bracelets. I now don’t have enough space on my bedside table for it all.

My desired feeling:
Motivated.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
We have an incredibly rare day off today. No ringing, no meetings, no reason to be anywhere particular. That can be dangerous as we can then wallow in not doing anything at all. I have said if we wander into town later I’d like to go to the library and rejoin so I can start borrowing books online as my reading challenge is going really well and I’m ahead of all my targets at the moment. I don’t really want to keep paying out for kindle or paperbacks unnecessarily.

I need to make sure I do my next JWW as scheduled later today.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Edgily sexy. Jeans and a grey deep v neck jumper. I’m wearing emerald green, sparkly underwear; the top of the bra just visible at the v of the jumper. I’m wearing one of my new necklace and bracelet sets. The necklace is multistranded, the longest of which nestling between my breasts. Everything directing the eyes there. Only C doesn’t seem to notice.

I will show up for myself by:
Feeling fabulous in my own skin. Eating well, drinking plenty of water. Doing a JWW to keep an track for my first check in on Monday. Feeling sexy in what I’m wearing even if C doesn’t notice.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
I may start the ironing today. There seems to be quite a pile ready. I was thinking I could swap my winter and summer wardrobes over but it’s still going to be quite cool for the next couple of weeks so I’ll leave it til after Easter I think.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Nothing needing my attention today other than to scan in and send off the nomination form for the person who will take over one of my roles in May. Another step closer to getting rid of some jobs to make way for a new one.

Today I am:
Confident.

Today I am grateful for:
A rare day off. Not that I really know what to do with it. However, I feel it’s a good opportunity to take care of my body and mind. Reading, relaxing, workouts and feeling great.