Driven

I’m currently feeling:
Awake.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Now the days are getting longer, the sun is rising earlier in the morning, I’m finding myself awake earlier. Our alarm goes off at bam but the last couple of days I’ve been waking up around 5.30am. Usually, I find that once I’m awake, I’m awake, and need to get up and at it. However, I’m conscious that I need to give my body proper rest, so I avoid the urge and try to convince myself I could squeeze in a short map. Sometimes it works. This morning it didn’t, so I ended up fidgeting until the alarm went off. I would have got up and done something more constructive but I don’t want my body getting used to that. I want it to get its full quota of rest. 6am is plenty early enough.

My desired feeling:
Driven.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Got several meetings and sets of notes to write up today. Decisions need to be made and contingency plans worked through. I’m taking a JWW rest day today as we have online ringing this evening with family.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Black trousers, lime green jumper. Green matching necklace and earing set from Oliver Bonus and my Gibraltar bracelet. Its supposed to be heavy rain later today, so I expect the temperature will drop too. Business like today.

I will show up for myself by:
Sticking to healthy eating and drinking plenty of water. Need to get back to reading my book. Haven’t read much in the last few days due to the ringing course and other activities. I can’t read when the TV is on, so don’t read much in the evenings.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Get out for a walk before the rain starts. Colours of spring now out in force which is a warning sight.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Yesterday I cleared most of my CC inbox, today I want to tackle my personal/Association in box.

Today I am:
Driven.

Today I am grateful for:
Lighter, longer, warmer days. Makes me feel more awake and evergetic.