Pumped

I’m currently feeling:
Motivated.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Bit more with it today. That’s despite a late night yesterday. Didn’t get home from doing a teaching assessment until nearly midnight. Seem to feel more refreshed today. motivated to do the first workout of the week this evening which I know will be hard but I’m up for it. Got a reasonably easy weekend ahead, although need to relearn a complicated method for a pear attempt on Saturday.

My desired feeling:
Pumped.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Last day with J today so I will be asking for her to write up about her experience, what she’s learned, what she enjoyed most and least, how she thinks she’ll use what she’s learned and what would she do differently if she had to do it again. I’ve really enjoyed her company.

I’m ready for a JWW and desperately need to get back to better eating. I feel like I’ve fallen off the wagon over the last 3 days which has shown on the scales this morning.

I’m ready to start wearing summery outfits, particularly when at home and start showing the cleavage off again. Time to get sexy back. A long weekend ahead and 2 days where I can experiment with my wardrobe.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Black, wide leg trousers, black and white cross over top. Pearl bracelet, necklace and drop earrings. More elegance, more feminine, more like it.

I will show up for myself by:
Completing a JWW and signing up for the full membership as my NHS free 3 months comes to an end.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Last walk around at lunchtime with J. It’s been lovely listening to her stories as we go for a walk.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
I’m only going to check urgent things, then allow myself the evening off.

Today I am:
Resetting.

Today I am grateful for:
C who drove me all the way to do the teaching assessment last night. He joined in their ringing whilst I sat with forms and clipboard. I bought him a beer afterwards.