I’m currently feeling:
Surprised.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
The other day I was scrolling through some old photos of me on Facebook and cause across one that clearly demonstrated my former style and outward representation of myself. I was wearing jeans and a ringing polo shirt. My hair was long and dark colour growing out to grey. I had a large tummy and a bra that didn’t really support anything. I put this picture alongside one I took the other day when I was wearing a black sleeveless bodycon dress, red lippy, short grey hair slicked back. I looked amazing in the photo even if I do say so myself. I decided to share it on the SOSI facebook group as I was so amazed at the difference. Not only just the clothes and hairstyle, but a bit of weightloss, and how I was holding myself. Much more self assured. So far that post has received 187 likes and loves, and 37 comments, including one from the SOSI team themselves asking me to submit it as a “before and after” story. All the comments were lovely, saying how amazing I looked in the “after” picture and how it was an inspiration to some. That was truely fantastic to hear and kind of motivates me to keep going.
My desired feeling:
Productive.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
I have a few chores to get done today, some admin, record and edit an interview, a JWW and want to squeeze in some reading time. Its going to be another hot one today, so need to try and stay cool and relaxed.
I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Want to wear as little as possible to keep cool and get some sun on my skin (carefully). Jean shorts, and a bright, neon orange boob tube top. Strapless bra underneath to keep the girls in check. Yellow topaz earrings and necklace set, no bracelet today as it’s too hot and sticky and they keep getting stuck to my skin!
I will show up for myself by:
Lots to get done before the weekend, so need all the tasks detailed so I don’t forget anything, then crack on. None of it will individually take long to complete.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Time for new flowers but need to pick ones that are going to last in this heat.
I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Completing all admin tasks and doing the interview with the CCCBR President. Clear it all from my inbox.
Today I am:
Bearing flesh
Today I am grateful for:
The kind words people have commented on my SOSI post. I have submitted it as a” before and after” and if chosen to feature on the site I get sent a gift from Tonya herself. The comments themselves were enough to reinspire me and reignite my plans for becoming a more elegant, feminine and carefree woman.
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