I’m currently feeling:
Excited.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
I’m due to check in to my next JWW cycle on Monday but as we’re away for the weekend, with no prospect of exercise or particularly healthy eating options (Saturday will literally just be beer and burgers) I decided to do my measurements this morning. Whilst weight wise I don’t seem to have lost much since my last check in, I have actually lost 3lb this week. Admittedly, that’s because I put some on the week before. My scales also claim to measure body fat percentage too. For the first time ever, I have dropped into a lower percentile range. That was very exciting. In readiness to start my next JWW cycle, I’ve unpacked my new set of dumbells. They range from 1.5kg to 3kg to 5kg. I put the stand together myself and have pushed them under one of the small coffee tables so they don’t get in the way.
I’m looking forward to the weekend away too. We head off today for an event on Saturday, and return on Sunday, so we have a full weekend out. It will mean eating out, hanging out with hundreds of people on Saturday listening to the elite ringers in their competition. It will be an opportunity for me to do a bit of networking ahead of my nomination for Deputy President. No doubt C will takeover every conversation and I’ll have to manage my thoughts around that. It’ll be nice to get away for the weekend and apart from put a stand together and take it down again, I have no role or expectation.
My desired feeling:
Powerful.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
I feel in a really good place at the moment, mentally and physically and with now things are going at the moment, my own thoughts and behaviours, confidence rising and dressing for noone else’s pleasure except mine, I feel I’m really beginning to find my power.
I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Cropped jeans and bright orange vest top. Bright and cheery, cool and a bit sexy as its quite low cut. Long chain necklace bouncing on my boobs. Gibraltar bracelet and diamond hoop earrings.
I will show up for myself by:
Where at all possible I will try to make healthy eating and drinking choices but I’m not going to deprive myself.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Travelling to Sheffield, explore our surroundings when we get there to find out where we need to go on Saturday.
I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
I’ll be generally incommunicado today as travelling so not going to pick upon any messages or emails.
Today I am:
Getting ready.
Today I am grateful for:
C who, once again is going along with something I need to do. He has, of course, taken charge of all the arrangements, but to be honest, thats fine by me, saves me the bother.
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