Sought

I’m currently feeling:
Relaxed.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Lovely day yesterday travelling up to Sheffield. We stopped off at Clumber Park near Sherwood Forest. We had a cream tea for lunch then walked all the way around the Lake, which my Fitbit clocked up around 6 miles in total. We had an icecream then headed into Sheffield. All the while walking around the lake I was reminded of my ex. With plenty of woods and secret places, we’d have probably stopped several times for various forms of sexual activities. Whilst I don’t miss my ex, I miss that sort of thing. The sun and air on my skin does funny things to me! After we arrived in Sheffield and had got settled in our hotel room, we went exploring and had dinner at Ask Italia. I had a couple of cocktails and C had beer, we both had 3 courses. He was quite chatty really. We saw a few other ringers en route. Back to the hotel and watch tv for a while then bed. Both of us too tired and too full for anything else.

My desired feeling:
Sought.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
I will be putting together a stand in the Cathedral on behalf of the CCCBR. I’m sharing it with the Stewardship & Management Group, so they need to come and find me. One of my own workgroup colleagues is coming to help me so she needs to come and find me. The Editor of the Ringing World sent an email for my advice yesterday and he’ll want to follow that up I’m sure. There’ll be plenty of other people we will get to catch up with too.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
It’s supposed to be warmish and dry. Today I’ll wear the cropped jeans again with a pale green silky vest top and a green patterned kimono jacket in case it gets chilly. Same jewellry as yesterday, I didn’t bother to bring any others.

I will show up for myself by:
Charming the room. Chatting with people and generally being amiable.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
I may decide to go for a wander around the shops as we’re right in the city centre. Only if I can get away with it on my own.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Schmoozing as much as I can, networking and where I can, putting my case forward for Deputy President.

Today I am:
Listening.

Today I am grateful for:
A good long walk yesterday. Probably the only form of exercise I’m going to get all weekend.