Neutral

I’m currently feeling:
Glorious.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Absolutely fabulous day yesterday. New haircut which really does look so much better. I dressed up a bit and felt fantastic all day. We did the food shop at Costco before going out for our Savoury Afternoon Tea, a gift to C for Fathers Day from Emma. The whole experience was lovely. We were the only people in the place but weren’t hassled by staff at all. The food was lovely and much better for being more savoury than sweet. C was actually quite chatty for a change, which made it so much more pleasant than had we been sitting in silence. We didn’t need anything else to eat for the rest of the day. I spent the evening reading and dozing. A thoroughly enjoyable day.

My desired feeling:
Neutral.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
6 and 8 bell striking competitions today. There’ll be people there I won’t feel particularly comfortable around. I’m in the district 8 bell band but we haven’t all practiced together and the band was selected to include several different people you wouldn’t normally invite into a competition band. I have no idea how it’s going to go, but suspect we won’t be retaining the trophy this year.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
A day of ringing and hanging around in churchyards, so comfortable and sensible. Sage green linen trousers and white tshirt with green pattern. Gibraltar bracelet, birthstones necklace and diamond stud earrings.

I will show up for myself by:
Going with the flow. It will be what it will be. If people want to get snarky I’ll do my best to ignore them. I’ll take a book to read and stay out of it as much as possible.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Sitting in churchyards listening to some, hopefully, decent ringing. Watching the world go by and reading.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Just ringing and staying out of everything else if I can. I still haven’t done the interview edit, so must do that when we get back this evening.

Today I am:
Managing my mind.

Today I am grateful for:
Such a lovely day yesterday. I felt great, I had a great time and had time to relax and slow down.