Distracting

I’m currently feeling:
Smarter.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
A pretty relaxed day yesterday, 6 towers a pub lunch and purb dinner. We even walked to the evening pub and back which was really beneficial. With different ringing masters , they tad to push the boundaries of people’s capabilities. One in particular. I was instructed to learn a new method (for me) and you only get the duration of the drive to the next tower to do it. However, I did and I rang it 3 times at 3 different towers and from 3 different starting positions. I was really rather chuffed at that. I also got to ring some London Royal which I haven’t rung since March 2020! I felt really good afterwards and glad I didn’t bottle out. It’s good to get pushed every now and then.

My desired feeling:
Distracting.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
No affection shown by C all day, up until after he’d had 2 pints at evening pub. He eventually rested his arm on my shoulder and stroked my face. That was it, and a pertunctory kiss goodnight. I had been a little deliberately aloof today, especially in front of his ex. Today, I’m wearing something that may distract his eye line a little, plus he’s not running and of the ringing so can relax a bit more. I shall also dial things up a notch.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Cropped jeans and a deep V neck tshirt, with a pushup bra to emphasis the girls in his eye line. Same jewellry as yesterday. Dialling things up and waiting for a reaction.

I will show up for myself by:
Participate fully and ring challenging things as required.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
7 churches to ring at today across the Warwickshire countryside.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Just concentrate on ringing and pushing my boundaries of capability.

Today I am:
Displaying.

Today I am grateful for:
A group of friends (mostly) whose company we enjoy and get along with.