Awake

I’m currently feeling:
Lusty.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Clearly yesterday’s plan worked. I was slightly aloof but ever present, I even left C with his ex wife, deliberately a couple of times to indicate I couldn’t care about her. I got my bum squeezed as he walked past in one tower, I got a smile and wink at another. I got poked in the arm for no reason eslewhere. At one tower, whilst waiting for him, I ordered some rather daring underwear, a quarter cup bra and panty set and some other barely there undies. In the evening at dinner I got my knees squeezed and leant against. When we got back I got undressed and lay on the bed naked whilst he just checked some details for the next day and poked my breast. Ok, he’d had several glasses of wine, but I’m taking it. When he got undressed he immediately started playing with my breasts and quickly went on to some rather good foreplay. I was satisfied before he went full on but even after changing positions a few times, the wine rather took over, and we collapsed into a sweaty, giggling heap. We gave up but he didnt seem to mind. We stayed locked together and fell asleep. Even when we shifted position he stayed holding on to me, spooning. Glorious!

My desired feeling:
Awake.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
A late night and several glasses of wine could spell being rather sleepy today, So need to stay with it and make sure he doesn’t get too tired. I’ll offer to drive if he’d like a rest.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Cropped jeans again and a blue and white tshirt. Same jewellry. Last day of ringing, probably with locals at a number of towers this morning. Then the drive home. Comfortable and practical.

I will show up for myself by:
Final day of being around lots of people, including the ex-wife. Showing I don’t care what she thinks, or how she tries to get around C.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Last 6 towers of the tour. New bells, new villages. Pub lunch. Then home.

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Checking in on emails to see if anything needs dealing with urgently.

Today I am:
Basking.

Today I am grateful for:
Some fantastic sex, even it he couldn’t manage to finish. Its not something we make a big deal about. I don’t know if he knows but exwife is in the room next door. Our bed was rather noisy!