I’m currently feeling:
Restless.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
I didn’t do a JWW last night when I got home as I had a meeting scheduled for “anytime after 7pm”, depending on when one of the others would be free. I chose to log it as a rest day instead. As it transpired, we couldn’t meet until 9.15pm so I could have fitted one in easily. The next problem was to stay awake until then. By about 8pm I found I was getting quite restless and fidgety. I kept getting up and down and my legs were wanting to keep shifting. The meeting finished about 10pm by which time I’d settled down a bit, but then I couldn’t get comfy on the sofa, wanting to read but not being able to concentrate, wanting to nap but not being comfortable; the legs starting to twitch again. I gave up around 11.30pm and went to bed.
My desired feeling:
Promiscuous.
My thoughts creating this feeling:
Starting to think about clothes to take on holiday. It will be a mixed bag of time on our own, then meeting up with a group for a ringing tour. For the part where we are on our own I want to be totally sexy and sensual, feminine and vibrant, without being trashy. Then for the ringing part, during the day, practical but in the evening a bit more sexy. I’m starting to put clothes to one side that I want to pack. Not knowing what the weather is going to be like is the only real problem but I can pack for multiple options.
I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Got some ringing later for a wedding so practical but slightly sexy. Jeans and a blue low cut v neck tshirt that pulled down enough, gives the girls some air. The bra and panties set I’m wearing is silky and sexy but I had to get C to help fix the bra strap as it had come unravelled. As he did that I sat opposite him naked top half. He didn’t look once, concentrated solely on fixing the strap.
I will show up for myself by:
Haircut this morning, then ringing later. Instead of buying shop bought lunch I’m going to use a roll C has left and make myself a sandwich and a smoothie to take ringing.
I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Taking some time to luxuriate at the hairdressers when they wash my hair, have a scalp massage and back massage chair on.
I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Got some admin to get done this weekend. Want to get as much as possible done while I have time this weekend so there’s no need to rush about next week before we go on holiday.
Today I am:
Planning.
Today I am grateful for:
Being able to take time to get things organised ahead of when they are needed so there’s no need to rush later, or worry something might be forgotten.
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