Free

I’m currently feeling:
Amazing.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Got my assignment submitted yesterday. That was quite an achievement by itself. Did a great JWW plus the Abs Challenge and really pushed myself. Really felt muscles straining by the end. Seem to have conquered the ability to read when the TV is on. This is something C has always been able to do but I’ve always found it too distracting. Been practicing trying to ignore the TV as much as possible. This helped me really charge ahead with reading last night. Nearly finished the book, so will have that done by mid morning today. Feel well rested, relaxed and calm knowing we have a few days at home with nothing in the diary then go on holiday.

My desired feeling:
Free.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Free from worries, work, hassle, obligation and able to relax and refresh. Let go of the heavy feelings life throws at you and watch it walk on by. Free to be sensual, kind to myself and full of purpose in everything I do that nourishes my body and mind. free to show up for myself in the way I want to be.

I‘ll show up on purpose in my dress, body language and presentation by:
Coral jeans with a soft, velvet, spaghetti strap top. Its black with lilac and light green flower pattern. It feels amazing just to touch as well as allowing air to my flesh. Gibraltar bracelet, One & Eight hoop necklace and earrings set. Practical for chores, soft and sensual for sexy edge.

I will show up for myself by:
Making elegant, healthy food choices, staying hydrated and smashing out another JWW. I really can’t believe I’ve got to the stage with it that I’m taking workout gear on holiday and my main concern right now is if we’ll have enough room in the hotel and having time to fit something in.

I will upgrade my surroundings by:
Need to pop into town later to pick up some gift bags etc. Hopefully C will allow me to go on my own so I can take a final look around some shops for holiday outfits and sexy stuff. My last blow out!

I will show up for my extra ordinary goal by:
Having said that, I’ve decided that I need to stop buying clothes and accessories. Most of my salary seems to go on that at the moment and I don’t really need any more. I need to start maximising my savings if I’m going to take early retirement in a couple of years time.

Today I am:
Mindful.

Today I am grateful for:
The next 2 weeks out of the office. It seems things aren’t quite going to plan and have reached a bit of an empass and have been escalated to senior management to resolve. Its unlikely a satisfactory conclusion will be reached before I get back. Whilst it’s disappointing not to have got to the point of satisfactory conclusion and understanding , I’m glad I’ll be back before it happens to help move it forward.

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