Encouraged

I’m currently feeling:
Encouraged.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Had a lovely day visiting castles, long walks along the coast and through beautiful gardens. Not once did I feel like giving up, or moaning about all the walking. We clocked up over 8 and a half miles in total. We said hello to Her Ladyship in her gardens, then passed Alexander Armstrong on the coastal path. We had dinner in the pub at the top of the hill and talked easily throughout the day. At dinner, I ever plucked up the courage to tell him about the dream I’d had. He told me I was being paranoid and that he wouldn’t touch his ex with a porcupine needle and that he doesn’t really think anything when we’re all in the same space. I guess I should take something from that.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
Being financially savvy. I used to know all about my finances, life insurance, pensions, etc but over the years not really needed to bother to be worried about them. My EG is to help towards early and comfortable retirement in 3-4 years. I need to get on top of my spending, investments and plans.

What result will I produce this month?
My plan this month is to not purchase any new clothes or accessories. I don’t need any more, and have nowhere to put them anyway. I spend nearly half my take home on clothes.

My tasks for the day is…
Look fabulous and sexy but practical for another day of lots of walking. Take an interest in our location, even though its not really somewhere I’d want to visit. Choose healthy food options and stop when I’m elegantly full.

What thoughts are holding me back?
We’re visiting somewhere I probably would never want to go on my own merit, Its religious based and I have no interest whatsoever in religion. There will be a long walk across the causeway when the tide is out and we have to time leaving for the tide coming back.

What thought will I practice instead?
It’s somewhere C wants to visit, so let it be. He’s done the planning around the advertised tide times so we should be safe getting across.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Wearing a black body suit with wrap top. Underneath I have a black quarter cup bra and thong pantie set. I’m wearing a body chain, Gibraltar bracelet and long earrings. Everything oozing sexuality and mildly cheeky considering where we’re going.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Visiting Lindisfarne today: Holy Island. A National Trust part one end of the island and English Heritage the other. Opportunities for long walks. I will try to be interested in the buildings at least, even though the religious aspect does nothing for me.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Practicing sexuality today. Levelling up the outfit, levelling up the cheeky and seeing the effect it’ll have on C. Already made a start with a quick morning fumble, setting the tone for the day.

My progress and my blessings
Really enjoyed yesterdays outings, including the long coastal walk. The weather so far has been great, just the right amount of breeze, but sunny and warm.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Horny.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I get as much sexual tension going? How could I relieve that tension throughout the day? How will I make the most of today’s outings?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Fire up the outfit. leave nothing unsaid. Take opportunities for touch and closeness.