Incredible

I’m currently feeling:
Incredible.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Yesterday I felt amazing. Full of sexual desire and energy. The outfit I wore was perfect for what I needed. The gaping wrap part showed ample cleavage and the body chain drew the eye. The quarter cup bra was only holding up the girls, so nipples were fully erect and breasts gently moving as I walked. When we were out of sight of other people, I opened up the wrap completely so my breasts were fully exposed to the sun and fresh air. It felt glorious to be free. We walked about 8 miles all told. I was surprised by the island not being so overtly religious as I’d first thought. I felt fit, sexy, and altogether fabulous. We got back to our hotel and I had time for a JWW and an Abs Challenge workout before an Italian meal. The day ended with some cowgirl position sex for C and plenty of breast fondling for me. I love that feeling.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
Being financially savvy. I used to know all about my finances, life insurance, pensions, etc but over the years not really needed to bother to be worried about them. My EG is to help towards early and comfortable retirement in 3-4 years. I need to get on top of my spending, investments and plans.

What result will I produce this month?
My plan this month is to not purchase any new clothes or accessories. I don’t need any more, and have nowhere to put them anyway. I spend nearly half my take home on clothes.

My tasks for the day is…
To look and feel glamorous. To be interested in places we visit today. To relax into meeting up with the others for the next few days at our first location this evening.

What thoughts are holding me back?
It’s going to be rather odd spending the next few days with this particular group. They are all ok in small doses, as are we l expect, but spending pretty much all day, every day for the next few days may be challenging. I am always feeling cautious and nervous around some of them, and some I just don’t trust at all.

What thought will I practice instead?
Use the opportunity to get to know them better. Use the opportunity to allow them to get to know me better, without me having to be someone else around them.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Hot pink body con dress with black silk blouse tied around my waist. Long chain necklace, long earrings and Milina bracelet. Slimming, sexy, but understated.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Another castle visit today. Opportunity to learn and see some opulence in all its glory. Then travel on north to our first ringing location.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Elegance. Femininity. Interest in others. Charm the Room exercises and calm.

My progress and my blessings
Feeling energised after these few days. Lots of walking, sunshine, fresh air, beautiful places and scenery. Feelings of sensual and sexual exuberance. Liberated somewhat.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Bold.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I be myself around the others and not feel inferior, stupid, and over powered.

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
There’s no reason why I should feel inferior or stupid around these people. I have an opportunity to allow them to get to know me better and to get to know them better. I have skills developed from SOSI that I can put into practice.