Smug

I’m currently feeling:
Smug.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
I know that’s not an attractive feeling, however, out of all of our ringing group this weekend, I am the only one who scored everything they were in. 2 peals and 2 quarters. Was rather pleased with that. I didn’t go wrong in anything (apart from the odd lake dodge). I can go home with my head held high. Its been quite a pleasant trip really. There are obvious factions of pairs of couples that we don’t fit into, and some in jokes we weren’t party to, but mostly that was ok.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
Being financially savvy. I used to know all about my finances, life insurance, pensions, etc but over the years not really needed to bother to be worried about them. My EG is to help towards early and comfortable retirement in 3-4 years. I need to get on top of my spending, investments and plans.

What result will I produce this month?
Managed not to spend anything in Dundee and St Andrew’s yesterday, even though, particularly in St Andrew’s there were some nice shaps. The only thing I did pay for was icecreams and some chocolate for us. Successful none spending on clothes or accessories.

My tasks for the day is…
We start to head south today the our next venue (just the 2 of us) so my main task is staying awake and keeping C company. Not sure we’ll have time to explore where we’re staying. Not sure about a JWW.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Don’t know what time we’ll get to our destination or what we’ll do when we get there.

What thought will I practice instead?
So with it and see what happens.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Wearing a short dress today. The top does open up but for now I’ve done all the buttons up, but will open them later, when we’re on our own to reveal my crossover bra top. I am wearing chub rub shorts under the dress to also avoid any embarrassing wind effects although part of one is thinking we’ll be in the car mostly so I won’t need them and the thong I’m wearing makes it feel like I have nothing on so I may take the shorts off again!

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Mostly travelling today so observing the countryside as we drive through it. Last night hotel stop before home. Slightly healthier breakfast and fit in any chance ofa walk or exercise if we can.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Practicing sensuality with displays of underwear through outerwear. Improving regularity of wearing dresses for leisure and pleasure rather than just for formal occasions.

My progress and my blessings
I scored all the peals and quarters I was in. I have are more night away from home to lay on the holiday sex vibe.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Sensual.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I be sensual and sexual without being slutty? How can I best support C as he drives hundreds of miles again today?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I can wear sexy undies and as I’m the only one who knows, I can make that make me feel sexy and alluring.