Accepting

I’m currently feeling:
Accepting.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Glad to be back home. Powered through the unpacking and loading the washing machine. Blasted through a mountain of emails, downloaded some videos, uploaded others. Read and reread documents ready for the weekend. Read and finished a book and started a new one. Made a shopping list for tomorrow. Had a lovely nights sleep in my own bed. Got on the scales this morning, fully expecting bad news. I’ve put on 7lbs over the last 10 days away. Hardly surprising, as we’ve eaten out every night, sometimes 3 courses, always with a glass or two of wine. However, I do know that I will claw all that back quickly. Get this weekend out of the way and life will be back to normal where I can control my food and drink intake better. Get back to regular JWW and drinking plenty of water. It won’t take long.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
Being financially savvy. I used to know all about my finances, life insurance, pensions, etc but over the years not really needed to bother to be worried about them. My EG is to help towards early and comfortable retirement in 3-4 years. I need to get on top of my spending, investments and plans.

What result will I produce this month?
I did have to spend some considerable money when I got back yesterday. My car tax was waiting so £240 paid. I did also purchase one round of Googleplay credit for a game I play. I’m going to limit myself to doing that only once per month. The only other things gone out of any account are standing orders to my savings account, our joint account and to R. I have also transferred the balance at the end of last pay month to my savings account.

My tasks for the day is…
Upload CC videos ready to launch at the weekend. Create an awareness campaign for them. Check last minute things ready for tomorrow. May even get to watch some SOSI content.

What thoughts are holding me back?
This is our last day of holiday ahead of another busy, full on weekend before life goes back to normal routine. There are some things I have to get done today but part of me is thinking “I’m still on holiday”! I’m not really sure how the film launch campaign will look at the moment. I need to sit with it and map it out.

What thought will I practice instead?
I have all day. Everything I need for the weekend is ready and to hand ready to load into the car. There is no need to rush.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Lounging around at home today. Jeans and a white, open-knit, wrap over top that gapes at the front. Oliver Bonus beaded bracelet and matching necklace that has a “plunge line” that sits smack in the middle of my breasts. Gold, knot stud earrings. Casual, comfortable, sexy.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Today will mostly be about preparation for the weekend. Clearing in boxes, dealing with video content, packing things reedy to take. C is doing some food shopping today so an opportunity to return to normal eating and drinking.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Calm. Collected. Prepared. Soft sensuality. Healthy eating and drinking.

My progress and my blessings
Actually blasted through quite a lot yesterday when we got home. Just a few bits to finish up and get ready, then have the rest of the day to myself.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Prepared.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
What else do I need to get done today ready for the weekend? What impact do I want to create this weekend? How can I ensure I’m calm and prepared? How can I add some fun into the day?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I have everyting already prepared, ready to go. I only have one more thing that must get done today then the rest of the day is mine. Yes, I added a few extra pounds over the holiday, but that was to be expected, and I know that after this weekend is out of the way, everything gets back to normal, and it will all fall away quickly.

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