Thrilled

I’m currently feeling:
Thrilled.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Had a brilliant day yesterday. Got everything I needed to get done nice and early. The videos are uploaded and scheduled for release on Saturday morning, followed by an article to be published on our website and social media. That meant I could spend a good chunk of the day catching up on S0SI Slim Self Image recordings I didn’t get to do at the time. We walked into town for a tapas lunch. R messaged to ask if we could help her purchase some new camera equipment Canon were offering Jessops staff at half price. There was a camera body she was interested in, reduced from £4,000 to £2,000 but she’d have to get in quick. She never asks for anything, and suggested selling her non-vital organs or it being her birthday and christmas presents for the rest of her life. Of course that’s nonesense. I sent her the £2,000 from my savings account no question. She was so animated about it, even though she said we could say a hard no, and she still loves her current camera so didn’t really need it. She hasn’t been that animated in ages, it was a no brainer. We agreed to facetime later. We did, and between telling us all about this camera, and her MA course she starts in a few weeks, we were on the call for nearly 2 and a half hours. It was utterly brilliant to hear and see her so excited about things. Looking for intern jobs at museums to go with her course, getting a part time coffee shop job, with interviews lined up for next week. Just sitting there, listening to her was so much fun. It was nearly 10pm by the time we said goodbyes.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
Being financially savvy. I used to know all about my finances, life insurance, pensions, etc but over the years not really needed to bother to be worried about them. My EG is to help towards early and comfortable retirement in 3-4 years. I need to get on top of my spending, investments and plans.

What result will I produce this month?
So I spent £2,000 on R’s new camera. It came from my savings account, so doesn’t really count, right? It was a one off special event. I can reconcile with that. She’s worth it! But that’s it now. No more frivolous spending.

My tasks for the day is…
Making sure I have everything for the weekend packed. Clothes, papers, banners, Laptop, gifts, etc. We’re helping out at 2 towers this afternoon for practical ringing sessions, then 12 bell ringing tonight followed by buffet and beer. It will be great opportunities to mix with folk and meet new people, get some insights and hear some stories.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Deputy Presidency starts tomorrow evening. Its real now. I have today to chat with people and make my initial impressions. Most people know of me, or think they do. I’m not entirely sure what C thinks about me doing this role, not that he’s actively ever said anything against it, but he hasn’t said much in favour either. He just lets me get on with it.

What thought will I practice instead?
Today, I have an opportunity to speak to lots of people, to make a good impression and Charm The Room. I can ring all the things we are likely to ring during the day today.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Comfortable, practical ringing wear today. Jeans and tshirt, Gibraltar bracelet, birthstones necklace and diamond stud earrings.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Ringing with friends who support my candidacy, even my proposer will be there. Ringing at 2 towers this afternoon, followed by 12 bell ringing this evening, beer and buffet. Lots of friendly faces to mingle with all day.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Practicing Charm the Room techniques to speak with people, get to know them. make sure everything is sorted for the rest of the weekend.

My progress and my blessings
Felt absolutely wonderful after last nights chat with R. She really was on top form. She’s such an amazing person, with her head screwed on straight, funny, intelligent, clever, talented. I’m so proud to be her mumma.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Dynamic.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I be my best self? How can I be interested and interesting? How can I get out of my Imposter Syndrome and step into the spotlight? How can I make every conversation count?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Other people have faith in my ability to do this role. Why shouldn’t I do it? I have the skills and understanding. I can charm the room when I come out of my shell.