Bleh!

I’m currently feeling
Bleh!

My thoughts creating this feeling:
My period arrived with avengance yesterday. I was on a call with my boss and my eyes started to lose focus and have starry lights dancing about, and a sudden headache arrived. I wondered if that was what a migraine felt like. After the call, I went to the toilet, even though I didn’t feel as I needed to, and as well as the world falling out of my backside, my period arrived in full flow. Usually its a bit more decreet when it arrives. Almost immediately, my eyes stopped swimming about and the headache went, although there was a residual dullness for several hours. A few hours later, and other things to distract me and all was normal again.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
So far, I’ve spent £0 on clothes or jewellry this month. A saving of an average of over £2,000!

My tasks for the day is…
I have a marketing group meeting this afternoon. I think its going to be me taking the lead on the direction and development of the YellowYoYo work for the CCCBR. JWW to do today then learners practice.

What thoughts are holding me back?
I’m not all that familiar with the YellowYoYo work. I was copied into some things which I’ve mostly ignored until recently. I suspect they will give enough of a summary to catch Tina up.

What thought will I practice instead?
Listen. Take note. Follow up.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Navy, light weight trousers with white butterfly tshirt. Its supposed to rain later so proper shoes required. Gibraltar bracelet, birthstones necklace and diamond hoop earrings. Not feeling too flashy today.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
If its dry, get out for a walk. If my colleague is in today, listen to her latest updates. She always makes me smile. Refresh the water in the flowers toright.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Listening. Observing.

My progress and my blessings
Our learners are making good progress now and said on their way out that they were having fun and really enjoyed last nights session.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Deliberate.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How will I get JWW done? How can I be fully engaged in this afternoon’s meeting?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I have a vague idea what the call is about, and know the people on the call. Just don’t get distracted.