Anxious

I’m currently feeling
Anxious.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Lots of important ringing things today. District practice at Chelmsford this morning. Likely to be lots of people who can’t ring on higher numbers, so the most advanced we’ll probably get is plain hunt on 10, if that! Need to make sure there’s some decent striking as we’re in the city centre on a Saturday morning. This afternoon we have a peal attempt at Galleywood for a special anniversary of the church, so it’s important to score. Then this evening I’m chairing my first meeting as DP for organising next years AGM in Devon.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
So far, on track with no spending on clothes or accessories, and only essential one-offs.

My tasks for the day is…
Complete Zoe food challenge, ringing, more ringing and meeting about ringing.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Just hope it’s all successful and we have the beginnings of a plan going forward.

What thought will I practice instead?
I know what I’m doing and prepped forthe meeting.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Grey jeans, purple tshirt. No bracelet as it’ll be in the way for all that ringing. Diamond stud earrings and birthstone necklace. Simple, practical for the day ahead.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
No time for a workout today so need to make sure Istay hydrated and eat healthily.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Kindness. Self control (not get cross if the ringing this morning if awful). Order.

My progress and my blessings
At last nights district practice, I spoke to several people I don’t usually casually chat to. My abilities to mix and chat socially with people is getting better.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Ringing!

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I stay supportive? How will I eat well when rushing about? How will I remain serene?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I’m not running the ringing this morning. I know what I’m ringing this afternoon. I am prepped for this evening’s meeting. I have it all under control!