Surprised

I’m currently feeling
Surprised.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
The teddy bear drop went well. It didn’t seem overly well organised how the teddies were going to make their way to me to get them hoisted, so I just told the scouts and guides to fetch them. There were 5 loads hoisted and launched. About 40 in all. None got lost or stuck in a tree. Some floated better than others. We did our bit and were appreciated by the Dean and ladies making the tea. We grabbed a quick lunch before the Association management meeting. I would admit this was one of the better meetings we’ve had in a long time. We got on with the business and stopped all the  moving about and nonesense of the last couple of years. A few of us went for a drink afterwards. I was pleasantly surprised at how I enjoyed the day overall.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
No spending on frivolous one-offs, clothes or accessories.

My tasks for the day is…
Avoid going to church again. Ringing. Ironing. Relearn method for more ringing this evening. want to catch up with R tonight to ask about her new job, how Uni’s going and if she’s heard from any of the galleries she’s applied to intern for.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Any indication of annoyance from C about not going to church. I’ll do what I did last week and get on the computer first.

What thought will I practice instead?
Just be honest with him and tell him I don’t want to go to church. I’ll meet him there in time for ringing.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Dark green jeans and bright peach coloured tshirt. comfortable for ringing in this morning and this evening. Gibraltar bracelet, multistone hoop necklace and cuboid diamond studs. Simple, practical.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Walk into town later. Late Autumn morning sunshine. Hang were clothes in the wardrobe rather than stacking them on a chair or handing from the bannister.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Patience. Calm. Learning.

My progress and my blessings
Got this coming week off and we’re going away for a few days. Don’t need to meal prep for the week. Will take latest Zoe tests into consideration when making food choices.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Relaxed.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How will I be confident about ringing this evening? How will I include movement in my day? How will I know how to eat well next week whilst I’m away?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Learning from Zoe app. Make yourself eat different things even if you’ve convinced yourself you don’t like them.