Emboldened

I’m currently feeling
Emboldened.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
The outfit I wore yesterday really made me feel a bit daring. At times I’d opened up the wrap top to show off the top of my bra even when other people were around. When we were out in the rain I released my breasts from their confinement and let them breathe in the air and rain, mostly behind C’s back and even with my raincoat done up. My bum seemed to have a life of its own without any restriction of panties or trousers. The tiny thong I had on may as well have not been there at all. It felt liberating to have my body free and getting fresh air to it.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
I may end up spending today. We’re going to Snape Maltings, a series of craft shops and boutiques. I’ve had a look on line and there are clothes, jewellry etc. I’m not going to begrudge myself a treat if I see something I like.

My tasks for the day is…
House, shops, castle. Try again to eat with high scores.

What thoughts are holding me back?
I’m on holiday so will enjoy what’s on offer. Trying to establish what scomes well for me is actually quite difficult.

What thought will I practice instead?
Don’t stress over it. I’m on holiday so should enjoy what I eat. I am somewhat restricted by what’s on offer where we visit.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
I had wondered whether to wear my short black strappy dress and go commando. I’m feeling that bold. However, as its got a lot cooler and wetter, I’ll go with green jeans and see through top instead. I’ll wear a thong and strapless bra, or not, depending on what I feel I can get away with.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Visiting places more to my liking today. House, shops and castle. It might be wet and cold and muddy.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Sensuality. Sexuality. Boldness.

My progress and my blessings
Yesterday seemed to have the desired effect as we had some holiday sex last night. More please!

What do I declare myself to be today?
Bold.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I be sexy and sensual? How can I eat better scoring foods? Will I get more sex later?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Be myself. Wear what I want to without hesitation. Buy myself a treat it I see anything I like, so long as it adds value to my personal style and desires.