Tired

I’m currently feeling
Tired.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Didn’t sleep well last night. Possibly a combination of having had a nap before dinner, and after, as well as noise outside our room, C snoring, then getting up to go to the bathroom and lots of odd random thoughts going through my head.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
Didn’t spend as much as I thought I might at Snape Maltings yesterday. Bought myself a bracelet and pair of earrings, then a present towards Christmas for friends. May treat myself to a set of new undies from the website I discovered the other day. Then call it a day for spending this month!

My tasks for the day is…
Pack up ready to go home. Go via C’s parents graves and tidy up. Get home. Unpack. Chill.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Its been a nice few days away. Far enough to be somewhere different but close enough not to have to spend a whole day getting there or back. Not looking forward to having to go back to work next week.

What thought will I practice instead?
Back to work means back to routine. That means JWW, which I haven’t done since Monday. Want to get back to exercising regularly. Will have much better control over foods, so better chance of high scoring foods.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Blue jeans and blue, very low v neck tshirt. Push up bra and long chain necklace directing the eye! Wearing the copper and wooden bracelet and copper multi hooped earrings I bought yesterday. Going to be groping around a graveyard so no point in dressing up.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Homeward bound today so looking forward to being back in my own surroundings. Sleeping in my own bed.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Helpfulness. Sensuality. Love.

My progress and my blessings
Have had a lovely few days away. Been to places we’ve not been to before, as well as some we have. Weather has been mixed but not prevented us from getting about. Eaten well and drank lots!

What do I declare myself to be today?
Tired.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I exercise today? How can I be helpful to C? How can I maintain sensuality in an ordinary kind of day?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Tits out. Front and centre. Show him what he can have.