Fit

I’m currently feeling
Fit.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Loving being back in the routine of healthy eating and workouts. Food scores yesterday were good, and the highest I’ve managed to get them so far. Smashed out another new JWW strength based. Really feeling that this morning. Really starting to see a change in my body shape. Unfortunately, not going to have time for a workout this evening and I’m surprisingly not happy about it. My new energy and body shape are having an amazing effect on my libido too. I’m raging for touch all the time. Sadly, C just wanted to sleep last night.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
No more spending on frivilous stuff for the rest of this month. Aiming for at least £650 to transfer.

My tasks for the day is…
Get through the day at work. I’ll have a bit of time to read before we go out ringing. Nothing special.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Need to resist the boredom factor at work. Got plenty to do and busy at work but not really challenged or excited by any of it. I’m often reliant on other people doing their part and I end up having to wait when they don’t meet the deadline they agreed to. Really starting to think it’s time to go sooner rather than later.

What thought will I practice instead?
I’m lucky I have a job that I’m pretty secure in. I do have stuff to do and it is mostly worthwhile. I have a good salary which is helping feed the savings pot.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Navy fitted trousers, black and coloured flowery blouse with button front. Quarter cup bra and girls bursting to get out. Gibraltar bracelet, diamond teardrop earrings and the long awaited return of my gold Pandora charm necklace. C bought me the charm when I got my first degree but the chain broke last year. He’s finally got round to getting a new chain for it.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Trip out in the dark to Goldhanger this evening. Will be nice to drive around the countryside, albeit in the dork.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Sensuality. Control. Self-care.

My progress and my blessings
As well as the new chain. C bought me two new poppy brooches for Remembrance Day from the British Legion. There were two I really liked and couldn’t make my mind up which one to get, and left the final choice to him. He ended up getting me both.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Sensual.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How will I get through the day productively? How will I keep my sensuality in check whilst I’m out ? How can I get C to act when we’re back home?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I gave hints last night on what I needed and sometimes it takes him a while to pick up on signals. If I do the same tonight, he may be more receptive.