Liberated

I’m currently feeling
Liberated.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
I read an article on a social media post (so it must be true, right) yesterday that said nipples of women who didn’t wear bras during a research study were lifted by 7mm by the end of the study. It stated that bras interfered with blood circulation so for those who didn’t wear them the amounts of collegen increased and elasticity improved. I’ve always thought that as a well endowed girl, bras were supposed to help stop sagging. Well, in the interests of scientific research, I have decided not to wear a bra today. As all my underwear comes in sets, I don’t want to split them, so I decided to go fully commando. Felt odd at first when I got dressed but surprising how quickly you don’t even notice. Now, because I’m a big breasted bird, my only concern is them swinging about all over the place when I walk. Also, because its a bit chilly, nipples are fully erect and pointing the way!

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
I will start to spend a bit on christmas now, but only on things for other people.

My tasks for the day is…
Got some admin to do, shouldn’t take long. Taking dad for his endoscopy appointment this afternoon, so will take something to watch on my tablet whilst I wait. I’m assuming mother is not coming as well. Fit in a JWW somewhere. Felt fab after yesterday’s, so want to continue that. Rip a CD to my phone and MP3 to listen to on repeat over the coming weeks.

What thoughts are holding me back?
Hope mother doesn’t want to come to the hospital. I really can’t be having to entertain her for a couple of hours. Sounds awful I know, but I’d have to buy her a cup of tea and listen to her whitter on about all their ailments etc, and not be remotely interested in anything we’re doing or anyone else.

What thought will I practice instead?
I’ll get my admin done this morning and out of the way. Make sure there’s some purpose to my day.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Black jeans, black hoodie jumper. No undies at all! Gibraltar bracelet and garnet dangly earrings and necklace set. Subtly daring. Noone knows but me.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Rip my new CD to my phone and MP3 to listen to on repeat in the coming weeks and remind myself of a simpler time in life when I was carefree and sensual.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Understated nakedness. Self knowledge of sexualally and promiscuity. Awareness of my body.

My progress and my blessings
I get to do my own thing without anyone else knowing about it. C doesn’t notice, or care, what I wear or don’t wear. He wouldn’t even be aware I have no bra on today. I get to experiment and play with my sensuality by myself, not in a perverted or sordid way, but get to explore what feels good for my body, and therefore my mind, without anyone else commenting or disapproving, or indeed approving, if only C would!

What do I declare myself to be today?
Commando!

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How to remain sensual without being weird about it? How not to worry about anyone finding out I have no underwear on?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
No one is going to notice if I have any underwear on or not. C is unlikely to come anywhere near me to find out. It seems, on my non-working days, I get even less physical contact from him because I don’t demand a kiss on my way out to work.