Withdrawn

I’m currently feeling
Withdrawn.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
It’s dark, cold, wet and miserable outside. Just the sort of day you want to stay inside, cuddled up with a hot drink, a good book or film and let the world pass you by. But, of course, we don’t have time for that. Instead we are off out to ring, and I have a meeting later. Ok, most of that will still be indoors, but not the relaxing, mindless kind of vibe. At least the ringing doesn’t require me to think too hard, although must still concentrate.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
I have booked myself onto a conference in January in London and had to pay for it now. I’m hoping I’ll be reimbursed quickly as it was over £300!

My tasks for the day is…
Peal attempt in Brentwood. Zoom meeting. Maybe a JWW. Read. Relax.

What thoughts are holding me back?
The peal attempt is for someone in particular to ring their first in a method on an inside bell. This person is one who has ideas they’re a better ringer then they actually are, so it will be interesting to see how they get on. The meeting is going to be hard going which is why both myself and the President will be doing it together. The person we’re meeting with says a lot of words, but little value, and will probably get defensive over what we propose.

What thought will I practice instead?
I will try not to be overly critical of the ringing. Everyone had to learn sometime, its just people’s own beliefs of their capabilities that hold them back. The President and I are both on the same page for the meeting later, and she’ll probably do most of the talking anyway.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Black jeans, grey M&S workout style tshirt. No bracelet because of ringing. Birthstones necklace and diamond stud earrings. Ringing friendly.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
I haven’t read any books so far this month. I’m out of novels so only have functional, self-help and non-fiction left to read, which I always find more difficult to get into. If there’s a chance later, I’ll make a start on How to Make Better Decisions.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Self-control. Not be so critical of others. Go with the flow.

My progress and my blessings
Enjoyed yesterday’s impromtu lunch and walk at Hylands Park. We timed it just right as it poured down as soon as we’d got back home.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Nonchalant.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I be accepting of others and non-judgmental?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Just ring. It will be what it will be. So will the meeting. Tina will probably lead, let her. Make the first better decision, by deciding to start reading the book.