Fauchle

I’m currently feeling
Fauchle.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Meaning to work lazily or listlessly. Going through the motions whilst achieving little because apathy won’t let me. No ringing this morning, so no need to rush about. Got some admin to do. Got some ironing to do. This evening’s quarter peal was only confirmed last night, and I’m not convinced that a couple of people on the list are still available, so it may get called off yet. However, in the meantime, we have to assume it will and I therefore need to relearn the method. can’t say as I’m overly enthusiastic about it

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
Still awaiting reimbursement of £300 from about 3 weeks ago. Will chase it again today as bank balance has felt the stretch. I was promised it last Monday.

My tasks for the day is…
Admin. Ironing. JWW. Learn method for quarter peal and possibly ring it. Food prep for the week ahead.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
Really not enthused about this quarter peal. I’m hoping the couple I know to be elsewhere will mean it will be called off. The “organiser” leaves things til the last minute every time and people are getting fed up putting dates on hold months in advance then not hearing anything until the night before.

What thought will I practice instead?
If it does still go ahead, I’ll do my best to relearn the method and ring to the best of my ability. I may decide to decline future invitations.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
In case of ringing need to be appropriately dressed. Black jeans and black and white striped long sleeved tshirt. Gibraltar bracelet, One & Eight hoop earrings and necklace set.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Clear the inbox. Clear the ironing pile. Be a woman who does stuff. Exercise. Prep food for a healthy and nutritious week ahead.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
I really pushed the JWW yesterday and managed my first full chest to floor burpee. I did a couple. I did the rest of the workout in full mode. Every exercise. Every rep. Without any modifications or missing out. I ache this morning, but it was worth it. Done 3 workouts in this new cycle and have enjoyed them all. Looking forward to continuing and repeating, and really seeing a difference in my fitness, body and mindset.

My progress and my blessings
Starting to see a more toned body. Actually wore a skirt that was a size smaller than normal. Not so out of breath when walking or climbing stairs. Keeping up with C’s longer strides.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Mildly apathetic, about ringing.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I ensure I will remember the method if ringing does go alread? How will I get the enthusiasm up for ringing it in the first place?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Does hurt to relook at methods anyway. It will be a good mind stretch for me for a change.