Resipiscent

I’m currently feeling
Resipiscent.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Returned to a better frame of mind. I spent quite a bit of time relearning the method for yesterday’s quarter peal. To no avail though. We didn’t get far in and apparently I swapped with someone else. The someone else had not really got a handle on it from the outset and was frequently being told what they should be doing. The quarter was stood up and we tried to ring a plain course, only the same person kept going wrong again and we couldn’t even get to the end of the first lead. We stopped and went home. There quickly followed or email from the organiser with another date but excluding the individual who kept going wrong. They are the sort of person who will blame everyone else before they acknowledge they were wrong. However, I have decided not to dwell on it and think about the time I spent learning it all over again.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
I chased the outstanding payment again yesterday both via email and in person during a meeting later in the evening. I’ve been promised it this week!

My tasks for the day is…
Can’t remember what’s on at work this week. Get through various meetings and activities. No early ringing tonight so should be able to do a JWW before going to main practice.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
It’s hard to stay focussed and motivated when there’s only odd little bits to do here and there. There’s nothing to really get my teeth stuck into.

What thought will I practice instead?
Go with the flow. I’m sure I can fill my day somehow.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Navy trousers and red, skinny v neck jumper. Milina bracelet, rose quartz necklace and dangly earrings. Simple, refined.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Thoughts starting to swirl towards christmas and knowing R will be home for a few days I really want to make it nice.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Thinking of others. Caring and sharing.

My progress and my blessings
C made my soup for this weeks lunches yesterday. It required several different vegetables to be cooked and blitzed, so he did that whilst preparing yesterday’s lunch!

What do I declare myself to be today?
Resipiscent. Reset.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I make today interesting? How can I show care and compassion to others?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
I won’t see many people during the day, although will have a couple of meetings and several email exchanges no doubt. I’ll see a few more people this evening, including several who were in yesterday’s failed quarter peal attempt. Will see who says anything first.