Fidgety

I’m currently feeling
Fidgety.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Too much sitting around yesterday. Not enough energy expended. Slept on the sofa early evening but woke up with the fidgets. Slept all through when we did go to bed although it took a while to drift off. R went back home on the train early evening but we’ll see her again on Wednesday evening. Last 3 days at work before my Christmas break. Not that I’m counting you understand. At Southend today so will be Some early afternoon to finish my work day. Will get straight into a JWW and use up some energy before ringing. No early learners practice today.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
I paid for our contribution for lunch yesterday which required a little more quick transfer of cash. I suppose I could have paid via the joint account or waited for C to come to the bar to pay. Doesn’t matter.

My tasks for the day is…
Coaching session at Southend. Chat with one of the other colleagues. JWW. Ringing.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
Need to do food prep day by day this week as it needs to be freshly made, then reheated when I’m ready to eat. Need to fit that in somewhere either between dinner and ringing, or ather ringing which will be quite late by the time we get home from the pub. We’ll be taking sausage rolls and mincepies to the tower tonight.so I need to stay clear, or limit myself.

What thought will I practice instead?
Want to stay on the food prep this side of Christmas, so I’m in the best state possible before large dinners, treats and drinks.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Navy pinstripe trouser suit, white tshirt style blouse. Gibraltar bracelet, One & Eight tbar earrings and necklace set. Smart. Chic.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Drive to Southend to see colleagues. I quite enjoy coaching this particular person as they get it and I can see them developing as a result. Will mean I’m back home promptly so can get on with a JWW.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Coaching skills. Exercise. Fun.

My progress and my blessings
Yesterday wasn’t so bad. Our nephew met us off the train and we gave him a lift. It was refreshing to have a good conversation with him. We were sat at the “young people’s” end of the table so didn’t got to speak to the others much, and not everyone went back to HQ for cake, don’t know why but meant didn’t really get to speak to my brother much.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Open.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I coach to my best today? Maximise exercise?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Only 3 days before Christmas break. Am more then ready for some solid time out.