Resigned

I’m currently feeling
Resigned.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Penultimate day at the office before my Christmas break. Got to investigate a technical issue this morning that’s been hanging around for a while. I just want to make sure it’s not user error and the team are wasting time. I’m fairly resigned to the fact it’s probably a bit of both. They seem to be not quite following the instructions I gave them and not very good at describing problems, so I’m going to see for myself. It’ll be quite a painful morning, even just trying to log into one of their PCs.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
Payday tomorrow. Seen how much I’m getting and have set it up already in my spreadsheet to keep tabs on spending. Let’s see if I get through another month of no frivilous spending now christmas is out of the way.

My tasks for the day is…
Get through process testing. Operational team meeting. Minor task completion. JWW. Chill.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
It’ll probably be quite frustrating to even get to log into someone else’s Pc even before being able to do any trials. They’ll hover over me, expecting me to have the magic answers. It’ll either take five minutes or two hours.

What thought will I practice instead?
It’s got to be done, so we can be really clear what the issues are and can effectively communicate back to the supplier.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Grey wrap, low dress. Strappy underwear that’s barely there and doesn’t cover anything much. Gold cuff bracelet, gold choker necklace and long gold earrings pointing the way. Bit risque but that’s the kinda mood I’m in today.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Will get to wander about the site today and see people in the flesh. Loving this cycle of JWW I’ve tagged them all as favourites.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Patience. Perseverance.Calm.

My progress and my blessings
Penultimate day at work then I get almost two weeks off to relax, read, walk, workout, and refresh.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Naughty.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How will I keep calm when being watched over by the team to fix their tech problems, when I’m not a tech person?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
One more day…