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I’m currently feeling
Close.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
Close to being ready for Christmas. I came home yesterday and C had started moving the furniture about ready to place the Chistwas tree. We did the food shopping list for perishables and other bits needed over the next week. I smashed out my 12th JWW of the month, so completing the 12 Days of Fitness challenge. Today is the last day for me at the office until the new year.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
Payday today, so clean slate. Starting my year of Wealth so will be planning on getting to grips with my spending, saving and early retirement plans.

My tasks for the day is…
A couple of meetings. Not sure if I’ll get to do a JWW tonight as R is expected home at some point, so she’ll be in the way.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
I’m too self conscious to do a JWW in front of anyone. I make C leave the room if he’s not getting dinner ready.

What thought will I practice instead?
I shouldn’t be too self conscious about exercising. I do it to the best of my ability. I can’t always do every exercise or the exact some thing but I compromise. I am proud of being able to do more now than when I started, and others should be happy for me that I’m feeling and looking better.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Camel bodycon dress. Gibraltar bracelet, multi strand necklace and diamond hoop earrings. Slim, chic and sexy.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Start clearing space ready for Christmas. Hang clothes up and move workout gear.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Kindness, softness.

My progress and my blessings
My last day at the office for a while. Looking forward to signing off and spending time with loved ones.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Out of office.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How will I ensure I’ve closed everything I can off before I leave so those who are still working have what they need from me?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Nine and a half hours to get through, done!