Awake

I’m currently feeling
Awake.

My thoughts creating this feeling:
First day back at work and a 6am alarm. Surprisingly wide awake and ready to go. Not really looking forward to it though, having got used to lay ins and relaxing days. It may still be a quiet day as lots isn’t happening or starting up again until next week when the Drs are back from strike action and IT consultants return from their obligatory 2 weeks off.

My extraordinary goal for the year is…
To be financially savvy again. Planning for early retirement by getting back on track with understanding my savings, investments and pensions.

What result will I produce this month?
No clothes or accessory purchases at all this month.

My tasks for the day is…
Get through a day at the office, catching up on email’s and any developments over the Christmas period. JWW when I get home, then back to additional teaching sessions for our learners.

What thoughts are holding me back? 
Not really looking forward to going back to work. It’s a bit of a drudge at the moment, trying to hand over a project to BAU and officially close the project off. Waiting for next piece of work to get my teeth stuck into.

What thought will I practice instead?
Opportunity to tie up some loose ends and join some dots. Start to manouver into a different position to take on a new piece of work that will take me all sorts of places.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to my style to embody my future self?
Blue and white, short sleeved, button fronted dress. Last time I tried wearing it the buttons looked ready to explode. Today it fits well. Gibraltar bracelet, blue smoked glass One & Eight necklace and earring set. Looking the part of an elegant, wealthy woman.

What can I remove, elevate, upgrade or add to align with my future self’s environment?
Goring to the office will be a change of scenery and if its not cold or windy outside, I may go for a walk. May see people I’ve not seen since before Christmas.

What am I excited to practice and improve?
Readiness to see what happens next.

My progress and my blessings
Before the break I submitted an expression of interest for a role that will require me to be out and about more, interacting with admin staff across the whole group, as well as process mapping and procedure writing. Things which I will enjoy.

What do I declare myself to be today?
Intrigued.

What questions can I ask of myself today?
How can I make today fun and interesting? How can I accomplish something useful?

What words of encouragement, insight, wisdom or humour does my future self have for me today?
Might be a few days of boredom or frustration, but should pick up and get more interesting. Just need to get back into the swing of it all.